March 2012
February 2012
i hope it was illegal for you to be so hurtful...
i always regret it..
even though i thought about doing so at least thousand times before actually putting it into action….i really do always regret it.
its your stress, not mine. don't make it mine.
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s...
i want to feel special...
as special as you are to me…
is that too much to ask for
i mean...why should i even feel this way about...
i can already see how this night is going to end
and the fear of knowing is chocking me..
i wish i didnt know
sometimes i wish i was courageous enough to take chances to change some things.
idk how i get through it all the time
with endless regrets and doubts
yet i am still here……why?
January 2012
i should.......
yeah…i should be that one
막눈물이나는데
뒤돌아보면나는혼자다
i wish i was somebody special in your eyes..
Now tell me do I wish too much? is it cause I kick...
do you feel this tension
im scared
i will never let you down.......self
돼돌리기엔...이미 너무 늦어버린건가
what are you afraid of lucy…
blaming myself for the problems i once tried so...
eh confusing.but whatever
idk where it went wrong
actually, i do know.
whatever i do, just seems to get myself into deeper problems that i cannot swim out of…
tell me if i could be any stupider...
why am i alwas your last option
am i expecting too much...?
or should i be blaming myself for not being honest … with myself
눈물이 날것같지 속상해죽겠는데 내얘기를 들어줄사람없어..
December 2011
i will probably never tell you that i don't want...
but slowly grow distant from you..
