even though i thought about doing so at least thousand times before actually putting it into action….i really do always regret it.
as special as you are to me…
is that too much to ask for
and the fear of knowing is chocking me..
i wish i didnt know
sometimes i wish i was courageous enough to take chances to change some things.
idk how i get through it all the time
with endless regrets and doubts
yet i am still here……why?
yeah…i should be that one